Amazing!!

Work. Work work work. There were two supervisors that everyone said were mean and hated every body. The first was DA. She's so sweet to me, always! Because from day 1, I've always given her a smile and a "hello". The second one is O. Apparently EEEEVERYONE hates him. He is actually the reason for this blog. Today for the first time ever, O said "Thank you!" TO ME! I was as shocked as can be. When I was about to leave he said "good work". I was soo surprised, I barely said thank you in time for him to hear! That really just made my day. Even though I had to work two hours of overtime, it was worth it :)

What I look like right now, if you care

I can't be normal. It's just.. unnatural.

Because of my previous posts, I feel the need to reassure you, Mr. or Mrs. reader, that I am not suicidal. Today, although long was very... let's say useful. I ran errands, which with no car took literally all day. I woke up at 6:30, and I am home now at 3:16. Literally, ALL DAY. But awesome things are going down this week! Number one: Dad's birthday is tomorrow. It's kind of bittersweet because he never knows what he wants or what he wants to do, so we have no idea what gift to get him. Friday is the Employee Luau!! Weeeee, I can't wait to hang out with Lex! She put in her two weeks notice, and is leaving me soon :/ I can't believe it! She's like my best work friend ever, and she's leaving :( What ever shall I do? That wasn't sarcasm, I am highly upset. How could she leeeeeeeeeeeeeave? :/ Bleh. She's a really great friend and now I won't see her around anymore. It sucks. Oh, I just found out that instead of working 3pm-11 this Saturday and Sunday I'm working ONE P.M. TO ELEVEN. I should be upset but I'm thinking about the money! Money money money monay... MONAY! Whoo whoo, big paychecks! My second to last stop today was to Sally's Beauty Supply to get some bleach. Time to test it out!

Honest self-analysis number three

I'm not clinically depressed. After my last two posts, I feel the need to state that. I am usually a very happy person. I'm not going to lie and say I'm one of those people who are happy all the time, no one is happy ALL THE TIME. It's impossible and unnatural. My boyfriend said that I'm "always negative". Hearing that, you must think he's right, but I know myself. I'm not always negative. These honest self-analyses were to help me be more okay with me. I know all the good parts of me already. I don't wanna blog about them too much because I don't want to come off as conceited. I am slowly learning to love myself and who I am. It's a slow process, but I think it's working.

(I googled myself to find a picture of myself and I am highly upset to report that a picture of my ex came up. Smh google, what are you doing?)