Remember my post on 5/14/14?

I was wondering what would happen if Jhonny was single. Well, he is now. Just happened a few days ago. I offered to listen if he felt like talking, he said he might take me up on that.

I told him more than I intended (the problem with me texting) last night/early this morning. I told him that I'd blogged about him and basically that I like him and find him attractive. He said he feels the same way, which surprised me.

Because he was so happy with his ex girlfriend, I thought I made up the unspoken connection we shared. He told me he felt like he'd met me before, that we spent time together previously and that he could talk to me.

That's huge because I think that means we were meant to be in each other's lives in some way or another, even if just as friends. That happened only once to me in the third grade when I met Bria. She was so amazing and I knew her from somewhere, but I didn't know where. Another life maybe.

Anyway, this mutual attraction is exciting me more than it probably should. He's so nice to me, not to mention gorgeous. He's tall, muscular and his hair is long. I love guys with long hair but I've never met one before. 

So that's interesting.

I'm going home this weekend and might hang out with him tomorrow! I'm so nervous because I have no idea what to wear or what I should do/bring. My heart is beating faster just thinking about being physically close to him. Holy crap.