I'm gonna try not to download my insecurities on to other people. Especially if they're prone to worry.

It seems irresponsible to me. Not everyone can just listen without internalizing, so I don't want to add to whatever stress I know they're already going through.

Patrick is the obvious exception.

Everyone else, though, isn't as solid in their personal development. I don't mean people that can't handle the intensity of the insecurity I sometimes face, just the ones that may be affected by what I say and perhaps begin to worry themselves.

Or maybe I'm just worried that no one can handle my brain. That secretly I'm too much to handle. I suppose leftovers from past relationships have made me careful about who I share what with.

Either way, I'm gonna keep some things between specific people in my life.