Scumbag brain again and generalness

If you think something and you almost say it, does that mean it's true or is it just a Freudian slip? I was listening to the radio and they were saying "people who blahblahblah, blahblahblah". At that moment I thought, "I'm dating someone who..." And the thought ended because I realized what'd just happened. I'm so fascinated with it because this has NEVER happened before. I've never had thoughts go directly from brain to mouth. I think and process before I say anything, that's always what I do. This new thing is not okay and a little scary. I know Patrick is sweet and would never hurt my feelings, but there are some things I'm much too afraid to tell him because I know what his response will be.

Anyways, Darrin and I had an interesting conversation. He said that even though he loves what he has with his new lady, he misses us; and he feels bad for missing us, which is ridiculous. He got with Bree really soon after we broke up, so naturally he's still feeling a little mixed up. I miss him too, sometimes more than others. After two years of hard work, I think our relationship was getting to a good spot, and another visit would've kept us from breaking up, because the lonliness is what got to us.

Still, I have no regrets, and I'm happy about the situation I'm in. Now I have a best friend who really knows me and still helps me with problems I have. What more could I ask for? Well, I could ask for pot stickers.

Today was another boring day in my intercultural communications class. He talked too much, showed us a video and asked for our insights. Mostly, everyone repeated the comments we heard from the video. I often wonder why we waste class time the way we do. He really should make it an online class or at least a hybrid.